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[OPEN] I've seen the world, lit it up as my stage now....
Who| Charlie and OPEN!
What| Charlie faces up to a reminder of where she came from. She isn't taking it so well.
Where| The Don't Starve themed store.
When| Early Week 3
Warnings/Notes| Angst, possible mentions of death, entrapment, and starvation. Your characters are welcome to either assist or attack while she is vulnerable. IF ANYONE SITS IN THE THRONE, they will find that there is a mechanism that will 'trap' them there. It's a gimmick, and is easy to break out of given a few seconds, but may be put to use if a fight breaks out.
Honestly, Charlie had figured it out right away - right at the start of the arena, in passing, she had worked out exactly what this store was and what it was doing here. It was about her, about where she had come from before this place...but most of all, it all meant him. She couldn't work up the nerve to think about him - where he must be right now, now impossibly, inescapably far away from where she was - and yet survive a death match at the same time. She needed to keep moving, she told herself.
Now it was weeks in, and she had barely made contact with anyone at all. She was tired, she was lonely...and most of all, she realized she couldn't wait any longer. The audience out there was likely dying to see her walk through this door, and someone out there might wind up being her lifeline. Like Harley had said, even if she felt like she was alone...someone was watching. Someone was waiting for the show, and if there was one thing that she knew beyond a doubt, it was that the show must go on.
Biting her lip, she walked through the door, makeshift spear in hand, the boots she had acquired tapping softly against the checkerboard tile that comprised the floor. All around her were familiar things made to feel unfamiliar, and her eyes rested upon them in turn, one by one.
Stuffed toys made to look like strange hounds and birds.
Flat, stylishly drawn cut-outs of trees and bushes all over the walls.
Foam toy axes and picks and spears.
Piles of twigs and rocks and plastic flower crowns.
There were so many things staring her in the face that she knew that she barely knew where to look - until her gaze fell upon the centerpiece of the store. Two statues of a wicked-looking man, surrounding a huge black throne. Charlie's hands clapped to her mouth, muffling her whimpers. She knew the man in the statue. She had even seen these statues on the island, giving her glimpses of the one she most desperately wanted to see again. Here they were, even farther removed from their subject.
They accused her, somehow, standing there looking so wicked. Looking nothing like she knew he was.
Stumbling back, she fell to the ground in front of the throne. The people had their show now. The glittering, smiling, poised figure that had been so careful until now sat sprawled on the floor, put her face in her hands, and cried. She knew she was vulnerable. She didn't care.
She was tired of being alone.
What| Charlie faces up to a reminder of where she came from. She isn't taking it so well.
Where| The Don't Starve themed store.
When| Early Week 3
Warnings/Notes| Angst, possible mentions of death, entrapment, and starvation. Your characters are welcome to either assist or attack while she is vulnerable. IF ANYONE SITS IN THE THRONE, they will find that there is a mechanism that will 'trap' them there. It's a gimmick, and is easy to break out of given a few seconds, but may be put to use if a fight breaks out.
Honestly, Charlie had figured it out right away - right at the start of the arena, in passing, she had worked out exactly what this store was and what it was doing here. It was about her, about where she had come from before this place...but most of all, it all meant him. She couldn't work up the nerve to think about him - where he must be right now, now impossibly, inescapably far away from where she was - and yet survive a death match at the same time. She needed to keep moving, she told herself.
Now it was weeks in, and she had barely made contact with anyone at all. She was tired, she was lonely...and most of all, she realized she couldn't wait any longer. The audience out there was likely dying to see her walk through this door, and someone out there might wind up being her lifeline. Like Harley had said, even if she felt like she was alone...someone was watching. Someone was waiting for the show, and if there was one thing that she knew beyond a doubt, it was that the show must go on.
Biting her lip, she walked through the door, makeshift spear in hand, the boots she had acquired tapping softly against the checkerboard tile that comprised the floor. All around her were familiar things made to feel unfamiliar, and her eyes rested upon them in turn, one by one.
Stuffed toys made to look like strange hounds and birds.
Flat, stylishly drawn cut-outs of trees and bushes all over the walls.
Foam toy axes and picks and spears.
Piles of twigs and rocks and plastic flower crowns.
There were so many things staring her in the face that she knew that she barely knew where to look - until her gaze fell upon the centerpiece of the store. Two statues of a wicked-looking man, surrounding a huge black throne. Charlie's hands clapped to her mouth, muffling her whimpers. She knew the man in the statue. She had even seen these statues on the island, giving her glimpses of the one she most desperately wanted to see again. Here they were, even farther removed from their subject.
They accused her, somehow, standing there looking so wicked. Looking nothing like she knew he was.
Stumbling back, she fell to the ground in front of the throne. The people had their show now. The glittering, smiling, poised figure that had been so careful until now sat sprawled on the floor, put her face in her hands, and cried. She knew she was vulnerable. She didn't care.
She was tired of being alone.
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"...I think they turned it off here, somehow, but...back on the island, as soon as it got dark...." She shuddered, thinking of the change, of the pain that she endured night after night just on the edge of oblivion.
"I turned into a monster. I don't know what kind. All I know is I woke up every morning and had to clean up the bones."
Charlie wasn't just another pretty face, is she?
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"Well they know how to turn it off and on for sure. They do the same thing with my powers. But sometimes in the arena to spice things up they turn the powers back on so...watch out for that."
She continued to tenderly stroke the girls head cooing softly.
"You don't have to worry as much. Alot of us are fighters so if they try to use that part of you, there's a pretty good chance we'll be able to fight you off."
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Oh. She had been worried about that, and now she had confirmation. Harley's reassurance was well-meaning, but not as heartfelt as she probably hoped.
"...I hope so, but...the people on the island knew how to fight, too. At least...most of them."
Some of them were only children.
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Long fingers brushed Charlie's cheek.
"But I wouldn't be afraid of the beast inside you. She's as much a part of you as your love for him. You just have to understand her better to control her."
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If she won, she could live in the Capitol. Not having to worry about the darkness would be nice...but...that would mean that she might never see Maxwell again. The thought hurt. On the other hand...would she ever find him again anyway?
For now, she abandons the train of thought.
"...Do you think I ever could? I don't know how to begin to control it."
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"I've known people like you. People who can control into big powerful creatures that they couldn't control. But with enough time and effort and understanding? They changed that."
She smiled optimistically.
"That monster is a part of you. Maybe not a part you like, but we all have a monster inside of us. And we can either rip ourselves in half trying to fight the monster, or embrace it and point it at the things we don't like."
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"...How...do I control it, then? How can I even try to start?"
The question wasn't spoken in argument - it was an honest question. Looking for help, looking for answers.
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"Well you've come to the first step of any process. We admit that we have a problem but we want to solve it. You know that you have this monster inside you, and you know you can't get rid of it. So say out loud what you are going to do."
Positive affirmation had power even in this world.